32 Without You

This morning I woke up at 6 a.m. and just laid in bed. Snuggled up next to Seger and wrapped in your favorite blanket I stared up at my ceiling fan and I thought about you. I forced myself to stay awake, despite my complete exhaustion and swollen eyes, and I waited.

I stared at my phone until 6:52 a.m. willing it to ring, praying you would be on the other end just like you were for the last 32 years - laughing and singing and reminding me of how much you love me and how proud of me you are. I prayed and prayed, but you never called.

I miss your voice. I miss your laugh. I miss you so much my heart aches. I'll miss you every single day, but today especially.

Love you mom.
And yes, I know,

You love me more