One Thing Changed When You Left - Everything.

my heart aches with the overwhelming sadness of missing you. but the pain i feel is nothing compared to what dad goes through.

he hurts every day, and it pains me because no matter how sad I am, how angry and bitter and heartbroken I feel, it doesn’t compare to what he’s going through. every single day he wakes up in empty house, one that was once filled with so much love and laughter, with no one to talk to and nothing to do. to say he is lost without you is an understatement, he is broken.

see, there is one thing that changed when you left – and that’s everything.

all of our lives have turned completely upside down, but for dad, his world became one he never wanted to live in. he lost his wife, the love of his life, his best friend. and i've tried so hard to fill your shoes, but nothing can replace you - there is just an emptiness now that will never be filled. please come back.